Seldom

 I know lately I am over thinking about being alone at home. 

I wait for SW everynight to call me but perhaps he is busy socialising and meeting friends.

I actually dont mind but at least, can share with me a little about your daily activity?

You know I got anxiety alone at home? I am not complaining. But I already told you right? 

But you keep saying I am stealing your time and complaint you don't spend enough time with me. 

okok.. try to calm down.

I am just scared because RL left me always at home and in the end, he is seeing other new guy. 

I don't mind if you want to dump me later on 5/5/2021. Because if its make you happy and I am not suitable for you, I understand.